See right through me

People are catching on to my sensitivity to S. It's quite embarassing. I managed to be nice to him today and a paranoid me flew ten meters into the air and yelped "don't touch me" when he accidentially(hrm..) touched my leg. The truth is, as you all probably have figured out by now, that it's hard for me to find a gray zone concerning being nice to him. I can't say hi with a smile without continuing with tracing my way down his stomach with my fingertips and bite his ear while whispering that he looks so damn hot... Haha. Can you tell I haven't had sex in a while? Anyways, when his hand "accidentially" graced my leg I freaked out because I can't touch him without imagining him naked and on top of me and even though the idea of that is repulsive to most people it sends little electric shocks all over my body and fucks up my nervous system. Damn it.

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