Äckel...

Just went to a fitness check-up. I'm fat. As if there was any doubt of that before.

Im just really disgusted with myself.

And like everything, when I feel like Im failing, I just want to quit.

Same with spanish... test tomorrow. Not like Im gonna study. I'm gonna wallow in self-pity and self-hatred and then prolly skip the morning to hit the gym.

x

/E