The glass is fucking half empty

The boy who asks me out twice, tells me he likes me and then .. dun dun dun... assumes I wanna marry him and explains how he's not ready for a relationship and doesn't wanna hurt me=doesn't wanna get hurt. Upon me reminding him who he's talking to he kissed me and then left with saying that he's now confused and needs to think about things.

What the actual fuck? Could the message be more mixed than that!?

Whats wrong with two people who like each other just meeting up without the pressure!?

MEN. Always need to "think". Fuck that.

I called F and she told me to come out with her and her people and even though I was a complete bore I had a way better time than if I had stayed at home and been angry/cried and eaten ice cream(because yes, I'm a woman and I'm allowed to do that when I feel rejected). That's probably what I'll do tomorrow though.

x

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