Paranoid

"She doesn't need forgiveness, she needs electro shock therapy."

For being someone who always sees the best in people, it's quite surprising how I always expect the worst from everyone. Maybe I've had bad experience, maybe I just have trust issues, but I always anticipate the worst possible outcome. Maybe that's why I'm so shocked when people are actually nice to me. Of course, I should say "pleasantly surprised" rather than shocked.

Anyways.

I might go to a theatre party tonight, but I'm really tired.

What's the point of that kind of party if not to get drunk and hook up with some random boy, two things I will not be doing tonight?

At least tomorrow night will be nice =). Should probably tell the boy where he's expected when soon. But I'm gonna let him answer my latest text first.

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