The first time I talked to E was on his first day of school in the second grade. We paired up to get to know everyone since he and 2 other people were new, and I was talking to him. We realized we were both in choir so we had lunch together, and I dont think Ive ever become friends with someone so quickly. Thats otherwise a problem for me because Im really insecure with new people.
It took a little longer to get to know K, but hes so genuinly sweet that one cant help loving him aswell.
So now that its coming to an end, I dont know what to say. Of course it wont end-end, but it wont be the same.
Last tuesday me and E sat around and talked and I really like how hes not afraid to make contact, I love hugging and holding and leaning on people, especially the boys Im friends with, it makes me feel secure somehow, like apprechiated.
I can almost get annoyed when this kind of contact doesnt come naturally with boys. I mean, I dont want to clinge on someone wholl freak out about it or make a big deal.
Either way... so yeah. Dont know how much I can write because I dont know how much is official or certain... but E, I want you to be happy and Ill be happy for you, whatever happens.
x
/E
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