torsdag 9 juni 2011

New start nr 1 000 001

"I take a shower but my conscience won't come clean"

So yeah. Maybe you noticed my absence from school this morning. Can't deal with how much my throat is hurting. But it's not like this happens often. I usually go anyways.
It's just that everything feels so pointless. Smaller things tip me over nowadays. I don't want this anymore! I need to change something. I want to be saved, I guess. Just something, anything, or maybe even someone to come into my life and make everything better. But I know that won't happen. It needs to come from me.
Whoever invents determination pills should get the nobel prize.

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