Happy Fourty-fifteenth birthday

"Hauptschule:
"hier nix Schneeball werfen!"
Realschule:
"Bitte keine Schneebälle werfen"
Gymnasium:
"Ballistische Experimente mir der kristallinen Form von H2O stehen auf dem Gelände der schulischen Edukation unter strikter Prohibitation"

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So I'm just gonna make a quick entry and then I'm going to bed. I really need to sleep more, I even went home from school today cos of headache... and stomach ache. Based on own stupidity.

I've established the birthday menu I'm making for the father on sunday!

It's his birthday today and this weekend I'm going to sweden for my cousins wedding anyways =)

I've been gathering recipes from different famous chefs, but it ended with 3 of my own recipes (a sallad with grilled vegetables, cheese filled "meatloaves"-how else should I call it? cheese filled burgers? sounds so primal... - with some sort of baked potato, lingonberry jam and cream sauce, and the dessert, my dads favorite, oatmeal bisquit bases and whipped cream and banana inbetween). For the first course I'm making a soup, and I'm getting some recipes from F's mom who's a chef (thanks so much it's gonna be awesome=D) and then I'm making "Mousse de saumon chaude a l'opris" by Werner Vögeli, he's swiss but worked in sweden as a chef at Operakällaren his whole carreer basically... so I've always wanted to make something by him. I considered his anchovis soufflee but I always make soufflees, its not really special anymore.

As far as how I'm doing..

Texting constantly with F. So much more fun than actually calling, haha. Half-assed. But I'm probably seeing her tomorrow =)

I don't know where me and L stand. We kind of ignored each other today. I don't know, I feel like I'm the still-inlove end of a dead relationship. I'm a little insulted, maybe I should even go all the way and call it hurt... okay a little a lot hurt... about saturday. But I guess I deserved it after yelling at her on friday. Still... it's weird lately. It's like she's going off in another direction and wants to cover it up. There's always something in the way, somehow she's out of reach, but there's no direct reason for it. I thought it was general but maybe it's just towards me...

x

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