The truth is, I'm hurting

And now I can't even turn to this stupid blog to write about it because everyone is judging me.

Ever since having been told that I load my problems onto people, I're stopped turning to others for any sort of comfort or reassuring. I feel like a burden to them, so I insist I'm fine to the extent I can.

If I write anything here, people I want to have respecting me will just label me as weak. "Don't tell people about your problems, because 20% don't care and 80% are happy you have them".

Up until recently, I've been ignoring haters, but then, I never realized before how far haters will really go to cause me pain. Fishing out little details from here (which I removed, btw) to try to get me into trouble with the school administration.
That hurt me.
I don't need that sort of pain.

Should I remove the blog?

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