Breath on my neck

I don't know how to sleep alone.
Just 3 nights of sharing a bed with somebody and I seem to have forgotten how to lay in bed alone.

I'm so scared about tomorrow. I don't know what I'm gonna tell the teacher. I have a million unexcused absences from before I was 18 and my mother had to sign it, because I didn't want her to know I was doing so bad I missed lessons.
I don't want to anymore.
3 more days.