Sex is like economics

It's a balance between finding the best and what is available. I would make a graph but I was never very good at economics at school.

Being told this made me wonder if I'm the best to him or just available.

He asked me how my quest for something serious was going and I just shook my head and smiled. Who was I fooling? I'm so much happier being meaningless.

I've gotten so used to closing out people the moment they start hurting me that I think I'm doing the same to my father.

Because that's just it, it's not that I'm heartless, is that I'm pessimistic when it comes to as to whether people actually care for me.

If they don't, well, then it's just a question of being the best and being available.

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