fredag 27 april 2012

Don't let me closer to this feeling

I'm seeing J tomorrow, you remember, the boy I was together with for like 3 weeks a year ago. I suppose we're friends now. Though I can't speak for his intentions I don't think it's gonna turn into anything, I just really do like talking to him. Just like there's always a reason you broke up with someone there's a reason you got together.

The father sent me texts apologizing and stuff. I don't know, I told him I value his apology but that things aren't okay just like that.

I feel kind of yucky right now because I had quite a lot for dinner and it's swelling in my stomach. I never feel that until I stop eating. Woman logic: Eat more to get over the anxiety of eating too much. So yeah, I made cookies and tried one or a few. At least I didn't eat all of them. Positive thinking. Doesn't make me feel better though. This needs to stop! Somebody teach me to love myself...

x
/E

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