Part of why I hate relationshippy stuff is because it turns me into someone I don´t want to be. It makes me want to say all the things and do all the things I usually classify as classic mistakes which just drive a guy away. I thought it might be funny to summarize:
When I like someone I:
-Want to have sex, like, all the time. It sounds like a dream but seriously, boys get overwhelmed.
-Want to call. And text. And facebook. Constantly.
-Freak out if he doesn´t answer right away and assume he doesn´t want me or has found someone else.
-Talk about him non-stop.
-Over-analyse things he said or wrote or did from every possible angle.
Basically, I become the kind of person I make fun of on a daily basis.
I don´t know what it is about me that makes it this way, but at least I can say this much: I´m smart enough not to act on all of this. The feeling just makes it that much more difficult.
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