Little E

I looked at that picture I posted before, and I don't really look 18.
I never questioned looking my age before but suddenly it dawned on me. I'm such a child.
It's like age has caught up with me and now it actually takes some effort on my behalf.
Maybe I've just realized that it's more charming to be cute than to be sexy.

I didn't think I'd be one of those people who are young and old at the same time, but I guess that's exactly what I am right now.

I should just let myself be a bit childish, for the first time in my entire life. Haha, yeah, that's the downside of looking older: "Don't cry, you look like you're 15".

My phsycotwat told me I should look back on those weeks where I was doing so well and think about what was different about that time.
That was the time I was in Sweden.

I wish I could just leave it all behind and go be happy. I just wouldn't know where to start.

x
/E