...actually five showers

Spent last night at Ds again, and fell asleep in front of the TV. I´m incredibly social, I know.

Apparently I snore, too. No one ever complained about that but him. What I´ve heard from other people is that it´s really creepy that I sleep with my eyes open. Nothing I can do about that unfortunately, but maybe I´ll be ready when the zombies come.

I´m starting to get really comfortable around him. His sweet family which is in such contrast to mine, a super cute sister, a father who goes running and talks to me about cooking, a sweet and charming mother... and they all seem to like having me there.

It just sucks that this is when I have to leave. After a long night of partying tomorrow, of course.

But maybe it´s perfect that this is my cue to exit, because I don´t get the chance of messing anything up.
I always mess things up at this point, in one way or other.

So I have him, part-time, and in the meanwhile I play and date and get my heart broken. Then run right back to him and cry on his shoulder... or whatever you all know it is that I do when I let myself down.

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