Met with J as I told you I would. We went to a park near where he lives and laid down and looked at the clouds. It wasn't at all awkward, actually, we really get along; It's funny how we're so different and can still share opinions on less shallow things.
I like that we can be almost like we used to be and still feel no pressure to get back together, something which I don't really crave at this point in my life.
But we talked a lot about happiness, what it is and how to get there. I realized that, in a way, being around him makes me happy. He says nice things to me, always has a random fact no matter what the situation, and at the age of 18-19 still manages to look so adorably innocent.
And I can think all this about him and spend time with him without having to give anything up.
I love avoiding to DTR (defining the relationship).
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