What I need

According to my potential new boy toy, what I need is not a clingy boyfriend, but a thorough and unemotional fuck.

Thank you sweetie, that's what you're there for, but I've pretty much had enough of it.

Sex is so lame without emotions. It makes me so anxious and makes me feel like I'm not as good as the girls who have real relationships. It also makes me label myself as "the kind of person who has sex with someone she's not facebook official with" and I don't like that person.

At the same time, boys who are "good" enough to want a relationship excite me about as much as bran cereal.

Shouldn't there be some sort of compromise?

Someone who I can show of and have to myself while still not being completely dependent on?

I'm just lonely. But that's nothing new.

x

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