It was lame, obviously. You had to kick dry-humping first graders out of the way to get anywhere at all.
C.M. showed up later, this guy I've been talking to on facebook and skype for the past week or so. He's nice, very direct (which may have been the alcohol), but I found that interesting. What I found less interesting was that he treated me like something in the girlfriend direction. Not that there's anything wrong about him, but I don't feel drawn to him like that.
But then, I don't ever really feel drawn to anyone unless it's a game.
Except...
M.H. showed up later, drunk and way more friendly that usual, and danced with R.E. Now this pissed me off. Not sure why, I'm not flirting with him or anything and we've never had any moment indicating we're more than friends. Maybe that's why I did get jealous, because he never showed any sign of wanting me and now he wants her.
I may lead boys on without any read intention to get with them, but... it's just so nice to have someone be into you. I guess coming off as bitchy is a bief
fect of being an attention whore.
x
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