Shape up

You guys have been hearing your fair share of me complaining about being fat. And it's not like I haven't said I'd do anything about it before. But you know when you get one of those "aha" moments when you realize what a fatass you really are, mine was yesterday when I looked at the peels of the peanuts I had just consumed.

For one thing, I'm gonna stop starving. I don't do so to lose weight, that's idiotic, starvation mode etc, plus it feels really good somehow, you get kind of dizzy and numb.. but anyways, no more.

I guess I'm writing it here to put pressure on me.

I just wanna look like I did a year ago, that's not too much to ask.

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