Yes you are

Why is it so hard to say no to something you want? Or more like, someone you want. It's not as easy as "I'm not coming home with you" because that's then followed up by a "yes you are" and a step closer. He knows what he does to me, damn it, thats where the power is, that stupid confidence, the I-know-better smile.

Why am I saying no if I want him then? Because he doesn't deserve it. He lies, he hits on all of my friends and he's not even a good friend.

Not like I don't have options. Especially if I just want fun.

Oh, and attention has been drawn to a new younger individual, material which I like to call lamb meat.

x

/E