I wouldn't want me.

I don't understand why boys want me. I'm not saying this like "Aaah my hair is so ugly", fishing for "noo its soo preetty", I actually mean it. I'm generally considered attractive and I don't see why. To me I'm averagely chubby and the thought of undressing me is uninteresting.

Boys really are desperate.

But someone once told me that sexyness comes from inside. Like, it's about attitude.

Still.. I mean... I don't want his hands on me because all I can think about is how disgusted he must be, and when he's not I'm almost shocked.

Gotta go to school now, 2 tests today... yay.

-E