Light a candle

I haven't been to church, I haven't lit any candles... I just want to go home. I don't want to live here anymore.

Well, more specifically, I want to go back in time 6 or so years.

This years christmas is gonna be awful.

The sister begging for gifts, the father acting hurt because he's not allowed with us, the mother stressing around looking out for everyone, the grandmother thinking she can do everything she could do 50 years ago, the uncle I don't connect with, and me, probably with my head over a toilet.

Maybe L.L. will be with the father and not with his own family. We can sit there around one of the 5 trees-mass consumption shows no limits- and sing "I saw daddy kissing santa claus".

Can't be worse than last year.

x

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