So today didn't go so well. Mass consumption of sugar and my mom yelling at me for wasting food. Burned some cookies. Uhm... Oh and R told me to go to hell once again. I know I should stop trying to contact him but I can't handle conflicts. Whenever someones mad at me I just obsess with it until they're not anymore. Unless they are mad at me to get that attention, like S.
Boys are relatively hopeless.
Some are worth it, but it's quite hard to tell who. Okay no it's easy to tell who but it's hard to accept it sometimes.
Very hard to accept if their abs are perfect.
Easier to accept when there's someone else to focus on.
But it's all so unclear. I'm semi-attatched to so many people, not boys but friends, and I don't know who to be loyal to because even though we all like each other sooner or later you'll stick to one clique and I can't seem to really become part of one.
Btw, if any of you guys have whatsapp, please facebook me your nr? I'm so bored during the days and I need people to text with. Don't be shy =) I won't bite unless you want me to.
And I'd like to get to know the people who read this! Really, you guys know stuff about me and I don't even know who you are. I don't mind, but I like making new connections. So seriously. Facebook me. Even if you don't want to text.
Oh... and any tips for fake IDs? Was joking about photoshopping. But really, I'd like to be just a year or so older so I can actually go to fun places where people aren't 15 on average. Now I'm just trying to sound cool.. lol. Nah but really. Anyone ever fake an ID? I know a lot of people who took their siblings or cousins but thats not really the same and I don't have any older family members who resemble me... at least none that would be realistic (I can pull off 20 but maybe not 30).
So now I suppose I'm gona sleep. I slept some hours during the day today but then my mom called a million times and woke me up cos I shoudlnt sleep during the day.., uneccessary. Oh well.
x
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