For various reasons

"Lying is the most fun a girl has without taking her clothes off." Usually when one of my friends like a boy, I back off. But uhm... When that friend insists that the boy is a jerk (which he is), Im kindof hoping she wont hate me for playing with him. I mean, what is everyones problem with this boy anyways? Officially, they hate him, and they secretly think he's hot. But a jerk, nevertheless. Although, I think I underestimated him up til now. It's just that usually when you have options, you get picky, and he's not... which made me think the player thing was just an act. But shallow flirts are only entertaining for so long, and sooner or later, even a boy like that is bound to bore me. I've gotten relatively picky. But there is one boy in particular Im taking an interest in right now(yeah, not the one I was just talking about). I just don't apprechiate not knowing much about him, and even though I dont want to control him or anything... I mean, Im not exactly a good girl myself... I'd like to know he prefers me over some shallow party girl, one of those confident little pink fluffy things which make me feel about as attractive as a slug in comparison. Lara makes fun of me because he looks a bit like someone in our school. Noticed I have a new follower, seems someone got inspired and made their own blog. Yeah, I figured out who it is, but I'm not going to spell it out. I'm flattered Im mentioned though =D And I hope she forgets about the asshole crush who smells so nice, because he's not good enough for her. x /E