Translated poem from another blog

I usually don't like poems by other people my age, but this one I really liked. So I'm gonna translate it for you guys.

It hurts so much

To feel my pulse beat

(Stomach, throat, wrist)

To see my heart beat

To feel my breaths struggle

To suffocate day by day

Without dying

To survive everything

Without actually living at all

To not be able to close my eyes

To not be able to see

Nothing is in the way

Everything gets in the way

I daydream of death

Or a life worth living.

Breathe,

Breathe damn it!

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