I want you to be proud of me

I want to tell you guys how hard these last 2-3 days have been for me, since I decided to eat again. I've been eating quite healthily, at least not too little, and as little sugar as possible. It hasn't been perfect, I had 3 marshmallows just now before going to bed, but I haven't thrown up and I didn't even do any sports today.

I want to tell someone, and I want them to hug me and tell me I'm amazing and doing so great and it's gonna be okay, no matter what ups and downs may come.

I want you to be proud of me. Because I find myself quite unable to be nice to myself. I still see myself as overweight.

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