Just kill me now

Don't want this anymore!

If you can go through a day being happy, you really have something to be grateful for.

Not that I don't have all the potential of being happy.

It's just as soon as something pulls me down, it drags me as deep as one can go into negative thought and it keeps me there and there's nothing I can do about it.

And then randomly something makes it better. That hasn't happened yet... the mother will come home soon and be mad at me. She's been mad at me a lot lately. Guess it's my fault for being fucked up.

x

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