Little rich girl

I'm writing my german essay, but I'm getting stuck.
Partially because I fucking suck at german.
Partially because I would know exactly what to write, but it's not objective and evaluating enough.
See, I take a very personal point of view on this particular story, since the main character is much like me. I'm supposed to analyse her relationship to a man in the story.
She has a husband who she married because he proposed and she didn't see a reason to say no, an ex-lover who's a bit artsy and drives her crazy with his new mistress, and the man who I'm supposed to write about.
I found it interesting because he's the only one who knows her for real and in stead of letting her manipulate him he does the same to her.
In the end, she makes the artsy boy kill himself and the guy I'm writing about knows what she did. He risks his career to keep it secret but she then feels like he can control her with that information so she kills herself.

But I just keep mixing in my own principles into the essay and that's not good... I guess because your own personal opinion never gets a good grade. The teachers opinion gets a good grade.
My life is a hamster wheel.

Once I get around to writing something for myself maybe I'll publish it here.

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