Heartbeat slowing down

Is it possible for one person, one love, to ruin your view on relationships for the rest of your life?

Because that's everyones story right? You only play if you got hurt once.

I never got hurt. I just hurt myself, in a way. I left him. I broke up with the sweetest boy in the entire world. Because... ? Okay, I've been over this a million times, enough.
It didn't work out with him anymore.
I guess the question is whether that means that it wouldn't work out with anyone else either.
And how long I can keep bottling my mind over this.

On a different subject:
D played in the swedish championships today. He hasn't told me how it went yet but I think they were in a good position to win. I miss him. I long for summer.

Maybe then I'll catch up on that birthday party I never got around to.

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