I tend to draw people to me who like to take care of me. I'm the kind of person who likes to be taken care of. But when people offer their support and say that I can always turn to them if somethings wrong, I always think the same thing: That's nice, but I won't. See, aside form my dependence I'm also terribly afraid of being rejected, and I feel like if I rely on someone they won't be able to take it.
Right now for instance. There are a million people I could call and talk about how miserable I am at this very moment but I don't know what I would really say. And they probably wouldn't either.
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