Tomorrow is another day

... and I have a german essay to write! Paper one. So right now I can't sleep, I'm too busy being anxious about all the things I have to do tomorrow. Maybe the history teacher will give me a bit more time with her assignment, she seems to understand things aren't going so well with me.

Kiss me like you have never kissed me before. Love me like you have never felt the warmth of my skin. Hold me like I have been gone for years. Miss me when i'm away. Enjoy me while i'm here. Remember me as your one and only. Never forget me for I will never forget you my love. I give you my heart forever and I know you give me yours. True love between me and you could not get any better. And we know it's true love because we both agree that we have never felt like this before.

 I'm a bit all over the place sometimes, but as soon as I can feel someones arms around me I feel centered again. It's like when someone asks me how I am, but more supportive yet. It's like whatever it is that has a hold on me, that's choking me slowly, lets go of me and I fall into shivering pieces of myself and all I can think is how I want to be held, and never let go of.

I've been wearing Rs sweater. It reminds me of a better time.

Most couples have "their song", well we had our poem:

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek

,the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.

Now it just makes me angry, that I could be so young and naive. 

Will I think so about the present me in a few years as well?