Can't stop thinking about you

"Well what do you think about then? "
"Everything. Quite a lot. How cuddly you are. How nice it feels to lay next to you. How happy I am when I wake up next to you. Just sitting there at the breakfast table, looking at you."

It's strange that I cant make someone happy, despite being so miserable myself. Of course, he makes me forget to be miserable and makes me feel tingly instead.

I thought about how ridiculous people can be about taking the next step in a relationship. No one wants to seem more eager, because that always tends to scare the other person of, and sometimes you spend quite some time dancing around a fact because no one wants to take the lead. I'm the sort of person who can't take these situations, I just leap. Which is how I came to tell him that I love him. And I've gotten to hear it back repeatedly since. So I guess, now we're in love.

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