That's right, EYP international session, how cool is that! Of course, this is only if Mrs B, the german teacher, let's me change the date of my oral IB exam.. But I mean, we don't need those recordings for another, what, 2 years? And it's not like I'll delay anything else because I'll ask to do it outside of lesson hours.
It would be so awesome!
I mean, with that many people there, I wouldn't even be a constant third wheel to L and T. I don't blame her or anything, but it's kind of... you feel like you're in the way around those two.
I'm being really stupid with food... the crazy thing is though that I feel way better and more energetic when I'm allowed to (not) eat what I (don't) want. The mother is going away soon so then I don't know if I'll eat much at all...
Today I didn't. Well, I had like half a pancake in the evening because I was making some for the sister, and some more stuff, but you don't need to know in detail.
Response to commonly asked question: No, I don't get hungry. Years of dieting and binging killed my hunger emotions. My stomach screams for food, but the pain I feel isn't something you can cure with food for me.
Sorry, sorry, I promised I wouldn't talk about eating. The last thing I want is for someone else to get dragged into it after reading this.
Children, never stop eating because you think you're fat and never make yourself throw up.
And don't let me horrify you. I'm sorry. Never mind. I'm fine *smile*.
("Why do you always smile when you're really just trying not to cry?" said R).
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