Can't wait to live alone

Just kind of got walked in on. Well, I expected to be alone with someone and then wasn't. A bit embarrassing, but it happens.

Living alone would make it easier to hook up.

But I guess I could also start hooking up with boys who live alone.

At least the mother didn't get it. Or at least ignored it.

He's gotten really skinny by the way. Like, moving my hands down his body I almost freaked out when I felt his hip bones. He's worse than J.

I kind of told him I used to like him. And I almost cuddled. Or well, was more about the kissing and stuff. What's wrong with me!? The good thing is that I didn't feel anything when I did.

What's wrong with me!? I can't even commit to a commitment-less relationship without getting bored. Maybe he's bored too. Or just more respectful. Because there was no ripping each others clothes off this time. Sometimes I wonder why I was even attracted to him in the first place, but then he does something really arrogant like slapping my ass and in my head it pisses me off but physically it makes me want him. Some weird perversion, I like it when he's rough about it and doesn't give me a choice.

My guess is that he will now ignore me for a while. I'll ignore him too. Focus on my project, who I didn't even see today.

Game today, and I won't forget about it this time.

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