Men

"When women are depressed, they eat or go shopping. When men are depressed, they conquer a neighboring country. It's just a different way or thinking"

I long for the typical alpha-male. The kind of knight in shining armor who will take the lead so I can follow.

Maybe this sounds really discriminating against myself but let me explain.

I have the idea that a truly confident man may have a strong sense of knowing what he wants, but still treats women with respect.

What bothers me is that while this perfect ideal is lacking, we resort to less eligeble candidates...

I know, I know, I know I'm being a hypocrite, but I really will try not to do that anymore (as if that's not what I've been doing, but I'm gonna really try).

It's summer, it's a new start. I'm gonna try to raise the level a little. That goes for FwBs too. Or actually, that means deleting FwBs from my database.

Once again, I long for someone slightly more stable and mature.

Unfortunately, I don't know that person yet.

But that's cool. For now, I get all the love I need from my friends. As for .. physical love... well we'll see about that.

xxx

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