The bad-boy complex

"The older theory was, marry an older man because they're more mature. But the new theory is men don't mature. Marry a younger one."

It's a known fact that boys will never fall inlove with a girl who sleeps with him. It's also obvious that girls will never fall in love with boys who treat them right. Or, maybe she will fall inlove and be by his side as the years go by but she will always be craving the punk gardener or gym instructor... the one who got away. So the best thing do to would be an arrangement like the kings and queens of some centuries ago: You have a nice man for appearences, nice dinners and attending social events. And then you have a lover. Of cause, only bad boys agree to open relationships, and those are not the ones you want to fall inlove with. Neither are bad girls...

I don't know why such sweet boys like me. I don't deserve them.
Maybe thats why I insist on going after boys who don't really want me, and then get bored once they do.
Last saturdays boy is adoreable though. One of the rare boys who aren't just disposeable and there for my pleasure. We'll see where that goes. <3

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