Notgeil?

"A man can be happy with any woman as long as he doesn't love her"

So there we go. Dear female population, I have proven that it is very possible for a girl to have meaningless sex without feeling a thing. No, I'm not going to tell you with who and don't guess because you won't get it right. However, I will answer your second question: "how was it?"
Well... uhm to be honest... it was ok. I suppose meaningless sex was a very correct term. Not that I was falling asleep, but I wasn't having any trouble being quiet either (dont' worry R, you're still the only boy who's ever made me come...). I just don't know what happens next. I suppose the question is: one night stand or friends with benefits? Only time will tell.

So I suppose you want to know what I thought about skicamp. I thought it was fun, I can almost snowboard now and 2 out of the 3 instructors we had were great. On the last day I was caught sneeking into the boys room and got a warning (Im sooo scared). We werent even smoking or having sex or anything, just hanging out! So lame...

And maybe I should do a little follow-up on the hockeyplayer I was talking about before: he's way out. I mean, come to think about it, I only took an interest because I was bored.

Oh, and to explain the title... I asked Sascha what the boys in my class think of me, because he asked what the girls thought of him. And, well yeah. I'm percieved the way I act: Crazy, Bitchy, and horny. I can live with that.

By the way, I've been working really hard on not seing boys as objects. Or well, at lest on not letting them know I see them as objects. After hooking up, I send him a casual text asking how he found it, giving him a chance to respond that he doesn't want anything more. So I don't come off as a bitch and he gets to feel good about himself. Now I suppose it doesn't work anymore because everyone appearently reads this... but I don't really care.

So grossest moment of the year: I found out me and a close friend of mine hooked up with the same person. Uhm, ew? We're both kindof pretending it didn't happen.
You know, I don't se my clique as the kind of group where people hook up with eachother just for fun. The boys and girls we date should be outside of the circle... at least for shallow purposes.

Now I'm gona go and eat carbs in the evening.

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