Put you back on the bench.

"When the line started to blur between the fans and the players, sometimes things can get ugly."
I just got home from Laras house. I like how I have more time to spend with her now. She's my support system and she's the kind of friend who knows me well enough to take my phone away when some guy I shoudln't be talking to is texting me, just so I'm not tempted to text back.
Today I was supposed to see a friend who used to live in sweden, so I talk swedish to him, but he texted me this morning and said he was sick... It's a shame because I havn't seen him for a while and I kind of miss him. No romance or anything, he's just nice. Like, I mentioned that I broke up with R and he, not knowing the background story, said that I deserve better. I don't agree with it, but him reflexively saying that to comfort me is just so sweet. I guess I'll try to see him next weekend.
I'm so tired my head is hurting. Last night I had some friends over and when they moved on to another party I went to starbucks with Lara and Hannah. I mean, what else is there to do in this little city if you don't drink and besides I don't mind just hanging out, it's been so long since I saw them. Anyways so this morning, instead of sleeping til 1 like everone else, I got up at 8 and went to the gym.

Can't think of anything more to write... Might add something later. Sorry about the lack of interesting personal information*sarcasm* but it seems that as soon as I say something remotely personal boys interpret it as it being okay to rudely propose a physical relation with me. I'm not fucking desperate.

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