For those who like to watch me walk

The envious die not once, but as oft as the envied win applause.

I love how people who sit at the back think they're hardcore. It's so mature to be disrespectful to the teachers, not to mention vandalize. And making fun of people, you've hit the trifecta. It really must take a lot of confidence.
So I knew people talk about me, but writing little stories about me on tables? Really?
Bet the rest of you are curious about what it said, it was a brief yet detailed paragraph about how the positioning of my legs would inflict sexual relations between me and R. If you were aiming to upset me, you managed. I asked the teacher for a list of the students who sit at that table so I could go and kick their asses.
The reason I'm adressing myself directly to someone, is because I know that the people (I'm just gona say boys) who talk about me and make fun of me are also the boys who check my blog every night to see if I updated it and who, to put it more censoured that I'd like to, think about me in the shower.
As for my walking, my hips are slightly rotated inwards, you don't think about it if you don't know about it or look very closely for a long time.
You're not supposed to make fun of something a person can't help, so how about you go back to old patterns and talk about how the extreme amounts of fat would trouble the act? I mean, 60 kg, wow, that's extreme obesity right there, BMI of 20.3...

Don't people usually encourage "being yourself" and all that shit? If the girls here are really being themselves, then they're kind of fucking boring. I've been told a million times that boys whish all girls were like me, and then they treat girls like me in this way?
I never ever avoid doing anything I want because of what people might think or say. I actually like doing things people don't agree with, just to rub into their faces that they are insignificant.
Of cause, this causes some mixed impressions of me.

For the record, I do not sleep with some boy just because he want me, I havn't actually ever had sex with anyone other than R. I care just as much as the next person if you insult me, I just react differently.

Now, moving on to a little hint from someone who's played enough people to knwo how it goes:
Top 3 Ways to know he's just playing with you:
1-He doens't want anyone to know you're seing eachother
2-He assures you it's not just sex, even though he keeps trying to get into your pants
3-He cancels last minute and doesn't call you back.
This is regardless of how respectful he was to girls he's been with before.
Hint.

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