Okay so I love M, I really like being with him (no secretes there but here comes the...:) but... I miss the attention. See, if you're used to like, 5 guys texting you all at the same time, your phone feels kind of dead when you've told those guys to go fuck themselves because you're centering on someone who's phone calls average on 30 seconds. And when my pathetic attempts to get his attention fail miserably I end up just feeling... well I don't know if I should feel neglected or high maintenance. Do I even have a right to feel like my expectations aren't met when it's my fault for setting my expectations too high?
I need to find something to fill out the space previously filled up by the games I stopped playing.
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