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"As we say in europe: its better to have loved and lost than to have engaged in war with russia in the winter"

Anyone else find that quote hilarious?

Anyways, I know its been aaaages, and Im sorry. I missed blogging! But i only just now figured out how to get this computer to stop translating everything I write into swedish.
And I dont want ot be one of those girls who live off blogging. Like the facebook whores, just blog-whores. Then again, who goes on my blog expecting to read about something other than me.

The past 2 weeks have been a reality-show. But really. I met the fathers 21 year old lover, who is a completely normal kid except for the fact that... its a 21 year old boy who likes men like my father. Oh, didnt drop that bomb yet did I...
We had this party and I ended up spending the entire night playing truth or dare with 2 boys and one girl. There were some rumors as to whether I ended up hooking up with one of the boys, who claimed to be gay, and I will neither comfirm or deny those rumors seing as how various family members may read this. Also because I never really confirm or deny any rumors, I leave them hanging, life seems to be more dramatic that way.

D has a gf (not talking about Ps boy, this is my friend I mean haha), I met her. Actually its quite a funny story, she gave up her virginity to him just a few hours after meeting me. Guess someone was feeling threated.

So what about me and boys?
As if. There is no boyfriend in the picture. Dont get me wrong, Im not celibate or anything, but theres no one in my life I can imagine being with. And I still think of R.

I really dont like the father reading this. See, he gets angry and then he starts provoking me on purpose and the more he knows the more he can hurt me. Like, when I told him that I really dont care about who of the people he wishes he was friends with wrote on whoevers facebook profile (Im serious, hes a 14 year old girl at heart), he starts asking how R is. When Im like wtf we broke up a million years ago hes like "well it doesnt seem so on your blog". GAAH.
I should give him the twilight books, hed obsess about edward for months.

Sat at a restaurant the other night, and looked over at some family with a normal father, a normal girl my age and a normal little brother (I have no complaints consearning my mother). Let me tell you what it looked like at my table: it was me, the mother, the father wearing yellow shorts, a blue shirt and a orange jacket, doing something with his ipad and showing pictures of people I couldnt care less about every 10 seconds, and the little sister wearing a blue snuggie, desperately trying to keep the mood family-like. I pointed out the perfect family to my mother who responded with asking how much fun I thought they were really having, those 4. I just feel like Id rather be in a situation that looks nice but is actually awkward that a situation that both looks and feels awkward.

Well, soon Ill be back in school and well all be awkward together.
Without S.K. And without F. <3
Havnt heard back from F in a while... =(

Oh well. I have to go now but I think Ill be writing more tonight.

Hope you guys are having a great summer, comment and tell me about it if you want!

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