I wonder

I wonder how long you can stay "in love" with someone you're with. Like, at what point bliss crosses over to content. M's grandfather held a beautiful speech to his grandmother at her birthday, about how it's possible to stay in love with the right person, for the rest of your life. I feel silly for writing it, but I wonder if me and M will be like that one day. Haha, I'm such a little girl sometimes, but I already confessed that my feelings for M are partially comparable to a schoolgirl crush. He has something about him that just makes my heart jolt. I'm just lucky that he's not so outgoing, so that not a lot of other people noticed. Whenever I start to forget, he says something really sweet, like "I like waking up next to you. I'd like to do that every day, for a really long time", and I just freak out from cuteness overload and am once again convinced that he'll never stop making my heart beat faster.

Sorry about all the lovey posts. I just really miss him at the moment. But he's coming here in less than 4 weeks, so I'll probably survive. I'll have to.