Unstable

I'm not sure what's up with me at the moment. I miss M, but even when I was with him I didn't feel great. I just feel uneasy somehow, like nothings really hurting but it's just uncomfortable.
I can't wait to get out of here. Go live with M. 120 days left until my exams are over. Then I'm going home permanently. A one-way flight to stockholm. To my new and hopefully better life.