timing

Why, oh why, does it take me getting a boyfriend for really hot guys to start throwing themselves at me!?
There was this really sexy guy at the gym today, we were both in this strength training class, and he was right behind me, lifting reeeally heavy, I was actually really impressed.. and when I messed up the rhythm at one exercise I laughed a little and he smiled back with perfect white teeth.. omg. Like, where the fuck were you half a year ago when I could actually have dated you for a couple of weeks until I got bored and found someone else like you? I would have really enjoyed that... haha
Maybe this is just me having been abstinent for so long that everything looks fuckable. Especially the replaceable douchebags, guys like that never look more tempting than when you can't take advantage of them.

Well, today is valentines day, and I got chocolate from my mom. I went out to get a gift for M (although it's just as much for me... ), I would write what it is but he'd read it. Anyways, I'm not actually expecting anything from him. I got a reply text today that read something along the lines of "haha ok hug <3".. But I suppose that if I wanted to be with some romantic drama queen who texts 5 good morning texts every day I would be (I actually had a guy like that once, no kidding).