Lonely

I'm sick today, or well, my cold is really bad and I have a headache and it's cold outside. So I'm staying home. I set 3 goals for today: Send out summer job applications, write my matura vorkonzept and write receipts for the money I have to collect from the class. I've done all three, yay me. So now I intended to tidy my room but I got stuck in front of the computer.

The point is, since I don't fill out my days with eating anymore, I don't have anything to do. I've tried to call both parents at least once and sent my matura thing to both for an opinion.

Someone started talking to me on facebook chat and I absolutely bombarded the poor guy with writing. I'm just so lonely, but not in a pathetic way, more in a restless way. If I weren't sick I'd go to the gym and if it wasn't so fucking cold I'd take a walk.

I'm starting to understand why the father texts and calls all the time.

x

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