But he doesn't love me

That's a funny phrase. It actually quite annoyed me. I can't stand it when people think that hookups lead to relationships. And what I really can't stand is when hookups actually do lead to relationships. Urgh!

So you wanna know how many boys didn't love me this night?

"Only" two actually. As in, I only made out with two. The ice hockey player whose gf had apparently dumped him (am I even pretending to believe this?) and this one boy I hooked up with last summer. The second boy I almost came with home. Almost. And I fucking wanted to. But no. No. I feel like shit enough without it.

Heading to Rome, haven't slept.

x

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