The Ex syndrome

"A boy never really gets over his first love"

So I guess I already knew what was going to happen when I asked him to come over for dinner. My family missed him and most of all, I missed him. It's nothing I regret and I wont give you any details... but no, we decided not to get back together. I mean, it's impossible to be in a relationship and maintain some kind of social life. He knows he matters to me, even though I enjoy my freedom.
Appearently though, we're not the only ex-couple seen fraternizing...
And that raises the question: do you ever really get over your exes?

I read somewhere that boys never really get over the girls they've loved, that they will always care about them and come running when they're needed.

So I know I havn't written in a while, but the computer didn't work the last few days of sweden and since I've been here there hasn't been much oppertunity to write.

Seing David was cool, as it always is. We saw a movie and then walked around for ages, just talking about whatever, before landing at McDs sometime in the afternoon. He says I'm the perfect girl because I say what I think. That, and that I don't care much about romance. I mean, as long as the boy pays attention to me, I don't need a hundered candels and dimmed lights. That's not passion to me. And love is something else.
My friends tend to tell me I'm perfect, especially when I feel like I'm not good enough, which is more or less constant. The thought is sweet, but the reasons behind it isn't always. It usually goes like "your hair has no split ends", "you can cook", or, most recent: "You have the best body of any girl I know. Oh, and youre nice and stuff... whatever".

Just got home from swimming. Had to do the 12-minute thing, and I stoped after 10. No, I didn't get a cramp, I finished... I mean, theres no point in keeping on swimming after you get a 6.

Thank you everyone who gave me a delayed christmas present! Love to Lara for the Macaroon book, I tried to make some but my oven wasn't warm enough I think. I'll definitely try again though. And Keegan and Eliah, I love the teddybear! It has an honerary position on my bed. Plus, I got a pasta machine from a friend of my moms, which is awesome, I already used it twice.

The question was recently raised, why people actually blog. Like, if they actually think they're so interesting that people would want to read about them. Well personally I write for myself, I didn't expect anyone to want to read about me, but then people actually did! I don't force anyone though, you know what I mean. Why do people read books...

Now I should study physics, but I wont. I might make some cookies or something, unfortunately I don't think we have so much ingredients left... I'll see what I'll make.

Love,
E