I hung out with an old friend yesterday, and it got a little out of hand. It's just so hard when everything I disliked about him has vanished. He can actually be honest with me now for some reason, and I get proper hugs, not just the awkward lean-in kind. Of course, he still takes a no as a concealed yes or at least a no that can be convinced into a yes. So yeah.
And I told M about it. I asked if he was disappointed in me, and he said he was just sad. It was really late so we'll talk today again I guess. I don't know how I can make it better, because even though I did say no yesterday, repeatedly, it was apparently a no that could be turned into a yes.
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