5 days!

OMFG in FIVE days M will come here =D It's almost worth to start counting the hours. I can't believe I've been counting down since 4.5 weeks and now it's just 5 days left! I can't wait. He's not actively upset anymore because of last friday, it's just sort of a lingering in the background, but I'm thinking I'll make it up to him when he gets here. It's not so much about what happened as what made it happen, the fact that I'm not really 100% with him, which it seems that he wants me to be. But I don't know, I guess I need to be able to call him my boyfriend to keep that up. You know, "I can't, I have someone who's sort of my boyfriend but not really" doesn't hold.