Nothing

I'm sorry for poor updates.

Theres nothing to talk about. Anything in my life that I could talk about would just lead to be sounding like a brat.

Because I have everything I would need to be happy.

I just reject it. I can't deal with it.

I don't understand why I can't just be like everyone else, why I for some reason am wired differentially and need different conditions to thrive.

I always mess up when I'm on my way to attaining something I want. It's like I don't really want it.

I'm so tired, so sick of the pointlessness of it all.